“...maybe if we had learned about who we were, how we operated and what we needed to be at our best, we never would have had to experience hyperfocus like this and we could have floated into flow more often.” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 fuck me this post!!!!!!! Is revelatory alongside heartbreaking and eventually heart healing as in - no, it shines light in hearts that broke long ago & that sunlight of yours sandra is healinggggg Af (slow slow slow down oishi pause breathe break if I can- I need to fucking sit with this. Again. You have answers for me where I didn’t known the questions / had given up long ago tryna formulate em cos I thought it was fantasy and then these drop and I’m like woAh what?!!?! Yesss?!??!? Also how so much nuance so few words - that simplicity you need in life...any chance that sufficiency...I wish I could get a transplant lol slash even prognosis on if that’s on the cards for me because it makes your writing so pleasurable on top of meaningful on top of body brain expanding capacity-ing right?!?!?
And defs more accessible...hmmmm let’s sit with that too!!!! What am I feeling in my body as I type this???? Pause and stop put down that phone or at least close substack for now BBY me!!!! Xxxxx
“...maybe if we had learned about who we were, how we operated and what we needed to be at our best, we never would have had to experience hyperfocus like this and we could have floated into flow more often.” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 fuck me this post!!!!!!! Is revelatory alongside heartbreaking and eventually heart healing as in - no, it shines light in hearts that broke long ago & that sunlight of yours sandra is healinggggg Af (slow slow slow down oishi pause breathe break if I can- I need to fucking sit with this. Again. You have answers for me where I didn’t known the questions / had given up long ago tryna formulate em cos I thought it was fantasy and then these drop and I’m like woAh what?!!?! Yesss?!??!? Also how so much nuance so few words - that simplicity you need in life...any chance that sufficiency...I wish I could get a transplant lol slash even prognosis on if that’s on the cards for me because it makes your writing so pleasurable on top of meaningful on top of body brain expanding capacity-ing right?!?!?
And defs more accessible...hmmmm let’s sit with that too!!!! What am I feeling in my body as I type this???? Pause and stop put down that phone or at least close substack for now BBY me!!!! Xxxxx